Biological robot writings
Metrics & Adderall

On the advice of a friend, I decided to visit a psychiatrist to see if I possibly have ADD.  Long story short: after my tests and some observance, my psychiatrist said my ADD is “off the charts”.  Consequently, I am now hopped on Adderall: I take two - 40mg extended release capsules each morning.

The results:
1. My mood has increased, eg: I’m happier and more outgoing.  I consider this positive.
2. I have issues getting to sleep.  I find myself having to chase one drug with another.  I see this as something rather negative.
3.  I feel slower and lethargic if I don’t take it.  Another negative aspect.
4. I do feel more focused and feel like I can explore concepts that I’m not necessarily familiar with and don’t have a passion for.  I consider this a positive.

Unfortunately, I don’t know how to create quantitative metrics based upon qualitative concepts such as feelings, especially when there isn’t a yardstick to measure against.  So for now, I’ll just post from time to time where I’m at with regards to the effects of Adderall since it will assist me in gauging the impact and if I should continue to take it.

One concern I have: my doctor is forgetful and seems to tow the party line.  I don’t feel as if he is very upfront with me regarding the caveats of using Adderall and being the MBA that he is, plays up and accentuates the positive aspects of it.  Scary.  I think it would be prudent to get a second opinion and some “real” and honest perspective since the answers I received seemed disingenuous.